a colored spectrum

TGIF

TGIF?
yah rite... i wish i could proclaim it in a more celebratory fashion.

i hate Fridays. i hv a 9am tutorial frollwed by ONE lecture at 2pm.
damn.

Friday heralds the arrival of the weekend.
think u guys shld know by now that i'm a Weekend Hater.

weekend = readings (and more readings), tutorials (and more tutorials)
when the weather is perfect for anything outdoors, it translates into:
Veen cannot go out coz she has work to do. period. F***.

i'm blessed if i even get to go chill out over coffee at Siglap.
much less a swim or a run in the park. F***.
i've got the freaking beach with white shorelines n cool blue pool in my head every Sunday.
i need a spa vacation to a beach resort! take me away from this urban heat island... *faint*

i wanna club! i can't take it anymore!
(okay, but my bank account's been expended beyond its regenerative abilities... )
can't have any poison anytime soon...!!! (i miss Acid Bar. their urban grooves are so sensual!)
Zouk Wed nite. the nite i come alive. the music, the crowd, the 'high' atmosphere.
self professed Mambo freak. sorry people! i've not yet grown out of my childhood =p

oh well, but thank God that my weekdays have been pretty smooth so far.
Michele! so sorry about today! about not being able to meet you. i am so sorry... hugs.
really too tired. woke up at 6 for 8am class. brain malfunctioning the entire afternoon =(
Josh, thanks for sending me to sch today. i really appreciate the extra effort u took in waking up early. i love you lots baby.

it's 01 10 hrs now. i had a very long nap. from 6-12 midnite. skipped dinner too.
off my phone so no one could bother me. such sweet sleep.
i feel so refreshed and energetic now! oh no! it's terrible!
i wanna be able to zzz for the next 7hrs!!!
hmmm... feel like having sex now. hahah *blush* it makes me happy and relaxed!
especially one that's vigorous and have lotsa variations in positions and styles. yay!

ohh... i realized how gross a couple Josh and i are.
other couples have lovey dovey mushy words eg. "i love you." "miss my darling so much!" etc.
when we express affection verbally, it's " doggie eat shit! so smelly!" or "doggie's retarded!"
or "kitty is a shitty cat" or "Kitty's an idiot!" (translated into Mandarin).
favourite word? apart from the big F, it's Mouse!
why Mouse!? errmm, coz i have nothing else to say to him or reply him.
aka "...whatever..." get my idea? hahah! so anyhow jus mutter something.

i alwiz want for what i cannot have.
therefore, i fantasize about my forbidden desire.

posted by Veen @ 01:40